{"id":8841,"date":"2022-05-25T05:27:30","date_gmt":"2022-05-25T04:27:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/?p=8841"},"modified":"2022-05-26T18:17:21","modified_gmt":"2022-05-26T17:17:21","slug":"jai-juste-eteint-la-lumiere-ou-dialogue-avec-mon-ange-gardien","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/?p=8841","title":{"rendered":"J\u2019AI JUSTE ETEINT LA LUMIERE OU DIALOGUE AVEC MON ANGE GARDIEN\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/IMG_3606-scaled.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/IMG_3606-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-8842\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/IMG_3606-768x1024.jpg 768w, http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/IMG_3606-225x300.jpg 225w, http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/IMG_3606-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/IMG_3606-1536x2048.jpg 1536w, http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/IMG_3606-scaled.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0     \u00a0C\u2019est un peu la \u00ab\u00a0part de l\u2019ange\u00a0\u00bb que je laisse dans la connivence de l\u2019instant et dans la complicit\u00e9 des \u00e9changes impromptus. Seul dans mon potager, je parle \u00e0 haute voix comme si j\u2019\u00e9tais reli\u00e9 \u00e0 un invisible mobile, et me confie \u00e0 celui ou celle (ont-ils finalement un sexe, nos anges gardiens\u00a0?) qui m\u2019accompagne de sa bienveillance et de son amour. Des passants me regardent en esquissant un grand point d\u2019interrogation dans leurs pupilles. J\u2019essaie d\u2019\u00e9teindre la lumi\u00e8re et d\u2019atteindre les voix qui parlent entre les trilles des merles et des tourterelles. Je suis un lumignon qui cherche la lumi\u00e8re et reste irr\u00e9sistiblement attir\u00e9 par le soleil qui se trouve, comme un Dieu, dans notre incommensurable c\u00e9cit\u00e9. Est-ce toi, tante Lumi\u00e8re, mon gardien ou plut\u00f4t ma gardienne\u2026\u00a0? Ou cet ange-gardien qui nous piste \u2013durant toute notre existence \u2013 jusqu\u2019\u00e0 ce que nous nous transformions, en changeant de peau et de condition\u00a0? Qui sait ce qui habite le myst\u00e8re et nous pousse \u00e0 regarder toujours vers le Haut\u00a0?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mon ange-gardien comme une \u00e9toile qui tisse son ombre derri\u00e8re moi, tel un voile de tulle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>J\u2019aime te savoir pr\u00e8s de moi, te deviner, t\u2019imaginer&nbsp;?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>J\u2019ai aussi besoin de cette tendresse venant de l\u2019autre c\u00f4t\u00e9 des apparences, nourrissant mon esp\u00e9rance et ma foi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Le reste n\u2019est que poussi\u00e8re d\u2019or que grignote mon \u00e2me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;                                         <strong>\u00a9&nbsp;<\/strong>Laurent BAYART<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;                                        25 mai 2022<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0C\u2019est un peu la \u00ab\u00a0part de l\u2019ange\u00a0\u00bb que je laisse dans la connivence de l\u2019instant et dans la complicit\u00e9 des \u00e9changes impromptus. Seul dans mon potager, je parle \u00e0 haute voix comme si j\u2019\u00e9tais reli\u00e9 \u00e0 un invisible mobile, et me confie \u00e0 celui ou celle (ont-ils finalement un sexe, nos anges gardiens\u00a0?) qui &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/?p=8841\" class=\"more-link\">Continuer la lecture de <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">J\u2019AI JUSTE ETEINT LA LUMIERE OU DIALOGUE AVEC MON ANGE GARDIEN\u2026<\/span>  <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8841","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog-notes"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4doc5-2iB","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8841","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8841"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8841\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8852,"href":"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8841\/revisions\/8852"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8841"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8841"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.laurent-bayart.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8841"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}